LIfE oF EvEryThIng

Hold me, don't hold me.

Love me, don't love me.

Care for me, don't care for me.

I need you for me; I just don't let you in.

I want you there, but then I don't.

My minds confused, my hearts confused.

My bones are mixed up, my tongues tied in knots.

I know in my heart I need you, I just don't show it.

I'm always running from my fears when I know I need to stand up to them.

I don't know what's going through my mind right now, just heteful words, and painful words.