Sitting, waiting, my mind wandering to the thought of the man who sends chills down my spine.  This thought is mind blowing to me, but I'm sitting alone in my room so I let my mind go there.  I let it go to the ecstasy state of my mind.  The thought of not just him and his body in front of me, unclothed lying on the bed like great virtue, like he always does, the way he does not believe of himself.  Only I see his gorg...

      Wandering minds, wandering love, how does it all combind.  Will one ever know.  Stars in the night, the moon so bright.  Karma every where, ecstacy flowing, waves crashing in on places seen and unseen.  Like if a tree falls in the woods with no one around does it make a noise even though you or no one else heard it.  Are we in the air just not by sight or by beliefe.  Will we ever fall to the core.&#...

        He Took me to the farthiest place. With a look in his face. A sadness, A look of love but fear.  Why Stay If you are afraid, Just Fade Like everyone else.   The way He looks tonight, every single  night.   He's got that look in his eyes.  So I sit and wounder why He's leaving me behind.. He's leaving before I can leave, and hurt him the way he has been hurt before.   He do...

       The moments in my life now make me just hope I find the love I have always been looking for.  Someone who will love me for who I am, that will take me by the hand even with them knowing I'm to shy too. 

       Someone who will kiss my lips and make me shiver from the surprise of feeling anothers lips are on mine.  I wanna d...

       The sweat dripping down his face from a hard day's work.. Stress on his mind... He walks in to his bedroom and his heart begins to pound in a fast rhythmic speed He looks down and he see's Capri on the bed with a black and blue corset with a silk blue scarf in one hand and the other hand on her moist wet Clit caressing softly to the rhythm of her own heart beat. He stands silent to watch her as she touches herself loving the view ...

Sqeezed through the cracks of my heart, hummed along my skin so sweet and deep, in the dark I see your light, the longing build in my chest is you.

Fly for the feel of the wind not the feel of freedom.

You split my ...

Every body has a dream to make.

Every body has a heart to break.

No one has spoken.

My heart is now broken.

I always cry at night

In my dreams I have my life to fight

I say I'm gonna try.

Instead I cry.

So now I've given up on dreams.

So now jesus can take back his seams.

I'm just another part of flesh he made.

So now i...

I wish my mom was here right now.

To hug and kiss me all year round.

I miss what we did together.

We went to play in the icy cold weather.

...

Hold me, don't hold me.

Love me, don't love me.

Care for me, don't care for me.

I need you for me; I just don't let you in.

I want you there, but then I don't.

My minds confused, my hearts confused.

My bones are mixed up, my tongues tied in knots.

I know in my ...

       The Fantasy of lust and love roam my mind through the day, almost everyday.  It makes me wet thinking about him, wanting his lips to touch mine, but knowing I'm to far away.  The wait is killing me, like as if he was standing naked in front of me but I couldn't touch, taste, or smell him.  The  fantasy works faster in my mind.  The things I want to do to him, the things I wan...