Sitting, waiting, my mind wandering to the thought of the man who sends chills down my spine.  This thought is mind blowing to me, but I'm sitting alone in my room so I let my mind go there.  I let it go to the ecstasy state of my mind.  The thought of not just him and his body in front of me, unclothed lying on the bed like great virtue, like he always does, the way he does not believe of himself.  Only I see his gorgiousness, he's like a God in my eyes, A divine being he is.  His taste and smell is so tempting and inviting like they're screaming for me.

                                                                     Written By,

                                                                Maureen McKenzie    01-07-2010

      Wandering minds, wandering love, how does it all combind.  Will one ever know.  Stars in the night, the moon so bright.  Karma every where, ecstacy flowing, waves crashing in on places seen and unseen.  Like if a tree falls in the woods with no one around does it make a noise even though you or no one else heard it.  Are we in the air just not by sight or by beliefe.  Will we ever fall to the core.  There is earth, there is outerspace, is there any where further but not as far as heaven if that even exists as in reality of life.  Is there a place further then further beyond what we've seen.  Is there something else besides life, besides death, is there an in between.  Are you lost? Now you are where I am....

                                                      Written By, Maureen McKenzie  01-09-2010

        He Took me to the farthiest place. With a look in his face. A sadness, A look of love but fear.  Why Stay If you are afraid, Just Fade Like everyone else.   The way He looks tonight, every single  night.   He's got that look in his eyes.  So I sit and wounder why He's leaving me behind.. He's leaving before I can leave, and hurt him the way he has been hurt before.   He does not know He is my heart my love For as long as I can have him.  I whisper that to my self,  He turns around and say's I'm staying.  I will be hurt knowing as long as I am not the one to hurt you.  I am afraid I will lose you .   We loved and lived  in life  and beyond with each other forever, and never loved another.

                                                        Written by, Maureen McKenzie    -2009-

       The moments in my life now make me just hope I find the love I have always been looking for.  Someone who will love me for who I am, that will take me by the hand even with them knowing I'm to shy too. 

       Someone who will kiss my lips and make me shiver from the surprise of feeling anothers lips are on mine.  I wanna dance in the Rain with him, kiss in the rain with him. 

        I want to never let the night end cause I know I will never have that moment again.  I want someone to hold me till I fall asleep. 

       I want someone to love me enough that they think of me through out thier day. The way I know I will think of him.  Someone who will open their arms to me when I cry of even the stupidest thing. 

     Me waiting will make it worth the wait.  I want him to be the one that makes me smile no matter how mad I am at him or anyone else. He would be the one to catch me when I trip over my own feet. 

       What could I do to find him? The one? The one I will Love forever... The Lover of my dreams

       The sweat dripping down his face from a hard day's work.. Stress on his mind... He walks in to his bedroom and his heart begins to pound in a fast rhythmic speed He looks down and he see's Capri on the bed with a black and blue corset with a silk blue scarf in one hand and the other hand on her moist wet Clit caressing softly to the rhythm of her own heart beat. He stands silent to watch her as she touches herself loving the view at the moment as all the stress is gone from his mind now.  She moans in delight of him watching her  "hi baby" she says in a soft ecstasy voice, he smiles with a sensual grin and walks forward towards her.

       "Baby take your cloths off" she says in a dominate voice. He stops and unzips his dress pants and they fall to his ankles pulls his boxers down to meet his dress pants. “Yes baby that's what I want to see”. “What do you want me to do Capri” he says in a begging voice she reply’s "I want you to stand silently while I fill my hole mouth with your dick", he walks over to her she sits up and pulls him closer to her and wraps her soft pink lips around the head of his dick beginning to suck and stroke it. He pulls Capri's long dirty blond hair hard and ruff making her moan. She looks up to him with her glassy blue eyes.

       His dick throbbing he's moaning and about to come he pulls her hair tighter she moans and pulls away and stands onto the tip of her toes. "baby I want you to fuck me", He looks at her face and kisses her lips, she teases and kisses softly and pulls away when he goes for a more rougher kiss. Capri smiles and crawls onto the bed, her peach ass and her pink wet pussy facing towards him making him want to come. “Get on the bed” she demands in a sexy soft voice, He takes his shirt off and climbs right up behind her takes a hold her hips, she turns her face to look at him “now fuck me the way you know I love”.

       While his hand is still on her hip he rubs the head of his dick on her clit with the other hand making her twitch of the soft caress. He slowly thrusts into her warm pussy and begins to slowly caress her inside while she pulsates around his hard throbbing shaft. He and Capri moan at the same time, his deep, hers sweetly innocent. They begin to move in a motion like ocean waves crashing. She moves forward away from him and tells him to lay down on his back. He moves and lays down she climbs above him straddling him with the blue silk scarf still in her hand she softly ties it around his face covering his eyes. She lifts her ass and takes his dick and slowly slides onto it making him moan with a deep rough sound.

       “Because you fucked me so good I’ll give you more pleasure and I want you to come for me” she pushes herself down and deep onto his hard throbbing dick she pushes and pulses moves forward and then back deep and rough making herself scream softly in ecstasy making him moan in the same tune as her, but more manly, faster and rougher Capri pulls herself up and then back down, forward and back in a constant same rhythm making herself scream louder “yes, yes baby, yes” he begins to move his hip to her same rhythm making her come, he moans “baby your gonna make me come” “yes baby come with me put me in ecstasy”

       their body's warm and tense he pulls the scarf from his face and lifts her slowly and softly lays her down

“you are bad” she smiles and reply's “how was work”.    

                                                                            Written by,

                                                                    Maureen C. McKenzie

                                                     started  10/13/2010 – Finished 10/15/2010

Sqeezed through the cracks of my heart, hummed along my skin so sweet and deep, in the dark I see your light, the longing build in my chest is you.

Fly for the feel of the wind not the feel of freedom.

You split my heart down it's seems, your voice is tunneling through the walls of my heart.

The static sound I hear when I hear your voice, your tongue is making me crave to taste it, you swarm before me even before death, your love seeps from my skin, you descend on me like a flock of angels and you will sting me till I die.

You're a distant star in the sky and you seem not to hear me, being with you is like being in paradise, you kiss my skin so softly until your lips go chapped.

You are a tower of beauty.....

Every body has a dream to make.

Every body has a heart to break.

No one has spoken.

My heart is now broken.

I always cry at night

In my dreams I have my life to fight

I say I'm gonna try.

Instead I cry.

So now I've given up on dreams.

So now jesus can take back his seams.

I'm just another part of flesh he made.

So now it's time for me to fade.

I wish my mom was here right now.

To hug and kiss me all year round.

I miss what we did together.

We went to play in the icy cold weather.

I wish to the stars above, to have back my morning dove.

When she left it broke my heart.

Now we are so far apart.

Hold me, don't hold me.

Love me, don't love me.

Care for me, don't care for me.

I need you for me; I just don't let you in.

I want you there, but then I don't.

My minds confused, my hearts confused.

My bones are mixed up, my tongues tied in knots.

I know in my heart I need you, I just don't show it.

I'm always running from my fears when I know I need to stand up to them.

I don't know what's going through my mind right now, just heteful words, and painful words. 

       The Fantasy of lust and love roam my mind through the day, almost everyday.  It makes me wet thinking about him, wanting his lips to touch mine, but knowing I'm to far away.  The wait is killing me, like as if he was standing naked in front of me but I couldn't touch, taste, or smell him.  The  fantasy works faster in my mind.  The things I want to do to him, the things I want him to do to me, how I miss his warm hands cupping my ass, slowly moving his hands up and down my body gently but exoticly teasing my skin.  His lips kissing me with sedutive desire, him grabbing my face closer rougher to his.  Kissing me hard with passion.  I want him deep inside me making me arch my back so I look like a water fall over his arms.  I want him to make me cum, I want him to make me beg for more and more.  Like I can't get enough.  My fantasy becomes more life like in my mind when I feel him pull out and cum on my chest like a bomb explosion.  I lean up and he kisses me softly as if he was thanking me  silently, but really I'm thanking him.

                                                            Written by, Maureen McKenzie   -01-08-2010